Saturday, 11 February 2012



" The act and art of desiring something to the point of requiring it to be truly happy." 

This is how I define fetish now. I have read the dictionary definition countless times. I have experienced My fetish(es) pushed down and denied only to come back fuller and more potent than ever, as if making up for lost time. I have worked through and thus encountered many people whose fear of their partner's fetish(es) ate away at their self esteem and mind. What I believe now regarding a person's fetishizing is so much more simple, even charming. 

Often, a fetish is a part of something much larger... let's use the foot as an example. It is natural, healthy and progressive to 'break down' an overwhelming situation into many small pieces, in order to begin to approach dealing with it. I have come to recognize that the fetishists with triggers like this, 'a small part or portion of the whole', are actually very submissive... among the most devout, as they are so easily overwhelmed by the whole package. I can receive much better pleasure from a submissive serving Me if I permit them to start worshipping and enjoying their fetish first... then move them into any position I desire after. This has far better results than say.... using their fetish as a reward. The reward is transcending it... expanding the fetish, growing it... bringing more fetishes to the surface and the interplay including public play when safely encoded in an otherwise innocuous object.

Then we have the fetishes/ists that are very lengthy and involved... so much detail. I break these down, seeking for the smaller parts inside. This is a scenario... not a fetish. First comes the fetish, then comes the scenario... usually. When a scenario is so particular for someone that the likelihood of it going down as depicted is slim... I must address a 'topping from the bottom' issue. Not since My 'Pro Dom' days have I indulged this sort of scene with satisfaction. I feel the people who have a laundry list of particulars need to be prepared to pay...or at least pay it forward, and in advance. They are shopping. 

Fantasy and scenario differ... by My definition... because fantasy is more fluid, flexible and forgiving. Fantasy is episodic, returning to some similarities but not repeated word for word... there can be enough openness to explore a new path here and there. These definitions are not absolute ~ I basically recognize who is attracted to what and why... then I know how to push or pull their switches should I feel like engaging. This is such a bonding moment. When I do engage it is with all My heart. I have to feel a form of love for you if I am going to become concerned with what makes you truly happy... Luckily I have a lot to give. If love were currency, I would be a billionaire. 

All this talk of fetish... and I still have to confess Mine. Yes, I adore the appeal of rubber latex, sexy boots and shoes, blindfolds and beautiful bondage gear, stainless steel medical instruments, e- stim and electro-sex gear.... but My real fetish is this: Discovering and uncovering the fetishes of others. Getting deep into the heads of others, past the point of psychiatry/therapy... Yes, this gets Me off. Once I know yours, I am piqued in a most delightful and devious way. Perhaps it is also like taking one small part of you, knowing it through committed intensive exploratory and then moving on to learn more about the rest of the person. 

I do like to work from the inside out rather then the outside in. I enjoy the added challenge as I like it when the stakes are high. My interests and activities are so vast, so varied, that explains why almost any fetish is one I have explored. It didn't happen all at once. Things like water sports were anathema to Me for many years. Timing is everything. One thing I can say that I have also observed in others would have to be how hard a fetish will come back to the surface if pushed down or denied for long. And when that happens, your life may be changed so much more than just accepting it as part of you in the first place!

My other constant thoughts and feelings are regarding the fetishes of Our partners. To deny them and not accept them then not share this with them is nearing abusive. If you are so repelled, then give permission for them to still have time enjoying and exploring or else the quality of the relationship is doomed to mediocrity or worse. I really want to impress on people that sharing fantasies... that knowing what your partner is thinking about the moment of their orgasm... is a priceless thing. If a fetish is a perfect pearl in the oyster of your mind then how will you wear yours?


Saturday, 4 February 2012



I  know what My listeners want because have the capability to know what My listeners need. Some of you will be familiar with the term Remote Viewing, some will not. Since 2000 I have studied, practised and learnt the art and science behind "seeing beyond place and time" with exercises and lessons designed by the most successful Remote Viewers in existence. My journey into this has been as remarkable as it has because of what I remote view when I choose to do it. I am not looking for technical and medical information, as much as I am emotional and personal data. This might explain the apparent Mystical and Majical quality so many of you describe in My work, in Me. This could be the reason why I feel so synchronised with you... because I aim to and because I know a way to be so.

The very first exercise I did, based on military tests for psychic ability was this: to look at a shelf in a room for one minute, then close your eyes and recount and remember... see... everything there. After one minute I opened My eyes, and noticed immediately that where a blank file folder sat... I had seen a face. A strange grey green monster face. I was perplexed that I saw something that was not there, because I had been told that if anything, I would not be able to recall items. Seeing things that were not there was not going to happen for months and only if I practised often and rigorously. I crossed the room and moved the large white folder away. Behind it was a book of special edition Hallowe`en stamps... and on the cover was an illustration of Dracula`s face. I did not know it was there, but according to what practitioners of Remote Viewing tell us: our subconscious does know what is there. This is because someone else`s subconscious knows (the person who put it there) and all subconscious information is connected and accessible. This is the very condensed version.

Needless to say I was encouraged to continue with this practise. I never became discouraged if I missed a day of practise or study. I always picked up right where I left off. I splurged on Myself that Christmas and ordered a set of Remote Viewing audio cassettes that were very much like hypnosis sessions. I had to listen in order, I had to progress through them all, learning to leave My body... travelling anywhere, anytime (past. present or future) returning safely and cognisant of My experience.
I had countless incredible stories to tell, but I never did tell.... I kept a journal. If this becomes of interest to readers, I may open that journal and share more.

For Me, hypnosis is crafted after remote viewing what needs to be created. I want to be relevant and current, authentic and meaningful in your life and in My time.